i know it's very late already :D
And yeah , im not asleep yet .
(: Just blogging , so as to make me feel better (:
How i wish Yunshuo's still online ):
My listening ear !, but too bad .
Nvmind , (:

Maybe sometimes it's like that.
When two are not fit to be together , guess this's what'll happen ?
Lol , (: Not fit to be playing Audi tgt S:
sometimes i just wished i wouldn't even exist .
who knows . life would be so much better if im not born (:

Maybe what my mother said was true.
Im a good for nothing . I shouldn't hv been born into this world (: . She should've aborted me . Since all i bring is hurt & dissapointments and sadness to her ... Sometimes i really do wish i could be a very nice girl, filial daughter & w full trust from everyone i luv around me.... it's reall hurting... to feel that.. you've no more place in your family anymore.. My mother doesn't really care about me anymore.. my father.. dont care for me as much as he did before.. ):
But what can i do ? i cant turn back time , can i ? I just want trust from my mum again..
I dont want to be doubt all the time .. i really dont like all these yknow..
): i want my old trustable self back ..........